Today morning, yet again, I broke up with xavier.. I had been trying very very hard to maintain our relationship.. But, ended it still won't last... hais..

Thinking of all the moments we are together, looking at all the pics, it really made me teared.. And wat i can say now is i REGRETED!

Y am i so weak??
Y am i so impulsive??
Y i always mess things up??
Y u jus can't treat me better??
Y? Y? Y?

Crying daily is not the way! I had to get myself out of this! But wait, is this really the end?? Will I be back with him? Is this going to last forever? Am I losing him forever?

I miss his hug..
I miss his kisses..
I miss the smell of him..
I miss everything single thing of him..

Had not get to see him for days.. Since he went to Nafa, times for us is really lesser and lesser.. Being busy everyday.. I really felt negleted..

Will i be back with him? I wonder...

What are you doing now? Who are u with? R u thinking of me? Do u miss me?
Although it had jus beening broke up this morning, and now i just regret..

If i am going to wait till mid night, will i be able to see you online??