Hais... Today is suppose to be a happy day for both of us.. But to me, it seems like nth special.. Nt happy at all.. It jus like any other normal day.. =(

He finally sms me to wish me.. But, when i see, i do not feel happy at all.. Not at all... What is the point? To me, i felt that he sms for the sake of replying me of what i had sent.. The msg filled with no feeling at all.. I can sense that.. It is jus a rough sms..

Think of it my heart ach.. hais..

And yet again, he is busy again.. Will this get strain on our relationship? I guess so, but i hope not..

And I dun wan to stress him with all my thoughts.. This is the onli way i guess i can let it out ba..

cry*