He was at my hse right now.. But everything just is wrong.. Was getting a harsh scolding by him while I trying to know whether is kim bring his friend.. Is that wrong to know? Must he flare up his anger on me? i dunno.. These few days he realli have no tolerant for me at all..

I realli dunno what to do.. I am so lost now.. My heart is heart badly by him.. He is scolding right in front of my face... He is feeling sickening to see my crying in front of him.. But i dun wan to cry.. I jus can't control myself.. If i can I dun even wan to let him see..

My heart is really ach now.. Does he know?? He dunno.. I got a harsh scolding from the person I love most the day before my bd celebration.. What is this man.. An early present for me??

I realli feel like cancelling my celebration.. realli.. things went to this status i dunno what more can i say.. This year to me is so dam sway.. realli sway.. even the night before my bd celebration i kena all these.. Is this what i suppose to get??/

He said he love me and won't scold me, but he jus can't talk to me nicely.. He say he just wan me to treat him nicely but does he treat me nicely too??? I also wan him to treat me nicely.. Is that so diffcult??

Break my heart, relli break my heart..
He wanted to go off right nw to meet his friend.. But my face is like shit now.. I can't go out.. I know he can't stand staying at my hse i single min..

I suddenly feel like leaving.. Had this gust feeling..