Ytd went out with Baby, feli, jack, neo and ping to raffle to do a survey and get $25.. After that we went on our seperate ways as baby need to print his stuff..

But hais.. Things become worse.. We had a heat argument outside and eventually he wan to break off with him..

At the moment, my heart was like stop beating.. And tears filled in my eyes right away.. But i had to control myself cause I was in the train.. Was telling myself, this is the end. First time in 5 years he said it to me.. The feeling was hard to explain..

When aimlessly walking around.. Was thinking of where to go next.. No one to talk, dun wan to go home..

Called him and get harsh scolding from him.. But at last he agree to come..

Wanted to use the voucher of a thai resturant but turn out sucky.. Thus went to Borders for NYDC.. quite nice.. All the way he was treating me nice and realli make me confuse..

Feel like playing my feeling.. I dunno wat to do.. He still wan me or not.. But in my heart i sort of have an ans le.. And my ans was correct, he still want me..

I dunno if this will happen again anot.. The harsh way to me, scolding me like nobody business, the hack care attidute...

I really hope for the best ba..