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Tuesday, December 9, 2008.
10:26 PM
I cried again.. This time i cried badly.. real bad.. I feel so lost today.. Many things had happen and i realise i had to handle myself.. There is no one that i could keep bugging non-stop.. Friends had their own things to do too!
Although I am very glad and happy that there are so many ppl stand by me.. Especially esther and ros.. They keep me accompany throughout the journey by phone and msn.. Esther even help me to set a plot on the person... Thanks so much.. Not to forget feli and yuik ting..
But eventually I broke down.. Due to insecurity, tiredness, feeling innoneces and fear.. I dun understand why people would come and find trouble on the tag.. I feel so innosences..
First, i dunno her...
Second, she dunno me..
Third, she got nth to do with me...
Fourth, what is her motive...
Fifth, onli esther know her...
Baby are not here when i need him the most.. I feel so long.. Although there are friends but it cannot compare with a guy to guide u along... The feeling is differnet..
Having headach for like 1 week already.. And it still continue.. Everyday I had sleepless night... I am so helpless..
I feel so lonely.. Still got to manage 2 blog shop... Not working anymore.. Decided to focus on my business.. hais..
God, what can I do? But i know i am bless with my friends around me.. Baby, today is jus the 3rd day.. u got 11 more days before you come back.. I need u so much.. I had been crying everyday since the day you gone..
I hope there won't be any trouble anymore...
Tears are falling down my cheeks..
Although I am very glad and happy that there are so many ppl stand by me.. Especially esther and ros.. They keep me accompany throughout the journey by phone and msn.. Esther even help me to set a plot on the person... Thanks so much.. Not to forget feli and yuik ting..
But eventually I broke down.. Due to insecurity, tiredness, feeling innoneces and fear.. I dun understand why people would come and find trouble on the tag.. I feel so innosences..
First, i dunno her...
Second, she dunno me..
Third, she got nth to do with me...
Fourth, what is her motive...
Fifth, onli esther know her...
Baby are not here when i need him the most.. I feel so long.. Although there are friends but it cannot compare with a guy to guide u along... The feeling is differnet..
Having headach for like 1 week already.. And it still continue.. Everyday I had sleepless night... I am so helpless..
I feel so lonely.. Still got to manage 2 blog shop... Not working anymore.. Decided to focus on my business.. hais..
God, what can I do? But i know i am bless with my friends around me.. Baby, today is jus the 3rd day.. u got 11 more days before you come back.. I need u so much.. I had been crying everyday since the day you gone..
I hope there won't be any trouble anymore...
Tears are falling down my cheeks..
.I just can't forget you
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Monday, December 8, 2008.
10:12 PM
hais.. Baby had left for china... for half a month.. hais.. Leaving me behind sia.. Before the day he went, I was crying like hell.. Also dunno y i keep crying....lol.. Jus miss him so much..
And this is the first time I saw baby cry badly in front of me.. Make me so heartach.. I love you so much man..
And after he go, things happen here again.. hais.. There was a bloody gal who tag his blog... and use my name... and she came back saying sorry to me but using his name.. wth.. make me so angry with it..
And also thing happen.. Therusticlab shop had been hack.. hais.. we can't access it now and everything had to change.. wtf..
I was so pissed off now.. every single thing had to change... i even change all my password incase this gal hack into my account.. I was like wth, this got nth to do with me man.. why she come and find me.. And more over i don even know her at all..
Her motive was to make esther.. And what does she gain.. She does she need to make ppl around esther life so diffcult? what she wan?
Now i going to open a shop and yet i dun even dare to post it on my blog.. I scare she might come and spoil it.. What is this.. For nth someone is stalking me... wat is this man..
I hate it.. i dunno la.. jus super duper angry.. She better dun come find me.. Or else, i confirm going to start a war with her...
And without baby, i am clueless of what to do.. hais..
And this is the first time I saw baby cry badly in front of me.. Make me so heartach.. I love you so much man..
And after he go, things happen here again.. hais.. There was a bloody gal who tag his blog... and use my name... and she came back saying sorry to me but using his name.. wth.. make me so angry with it..
And also thing happen.. Therusticlab shop had been hack.. hais.. we can't access it now and everything had to change.. wtf..
I was so pissed off now.. every single thing had to change... i even change all my password incase this gal hack into my account.. I was like wth, this got nth to do with me man.. why she come and find me.. And more over i don even know her at all..
Her motive was to make esther.. And what does she gain.. She does she need to make ppl around esther life so diffcult? what she wan?
Now i going to open a shop and yet i dun even dare to post it on my blog.. I scare she might come and spoil it.. What is this.. For nth someone is stalking me... wat is this man..
I hate it.. i dunno la.. jus super duper angry.. She better dun come find me.. Or else, i confirm going to start a war with her...
And without baby, i am clueless of what to do.. hais..
.I just can't forget you
