Feeling so stupid to come back here again and again... Pershap this is the onli way to let it out ba..

Finally i feel that we should really have a talk.. And i realli know what is want or he is thinking.. But ended up, he still dun care abt anything.. Keep saying is nth and is my fault!

??? my fault?? He didn't even bother to contact me nor reply me or ans me and now he saying that i am angry all that... What kind of logic is this? I made myself to contact him and talk to him. Ended up i get all this!

I really wish to stop this! But somehow he like to continue this very much... The way he treated me realli let me feel so hurt... Very very hurtful...

I dunno how long can this last, but i had prepared to leave him in anytime he request it.. Since there is also no point dragging all this..

Currently i am lost.. Gt a bf who claim nth but actually he is the wan making everything...
All i am doing was tolerating try not to make stupid decision again.. I am trying very hard..

But how long can I last? Who can step in my shoes and understnad me?? U? Dun even think of it...

Use to be a thoughful guy become like that.. What else can I say?
Being with him will my future get worse or better??

Read horoscope books in kino ytd.. And said that genimi need guidance from scopion in their life. As scopion is more mature in thinking and will lead them well... And also read that scopion would make plan unlike gemini...

Genimi would guide scopion to forget the pass and look forward...

Blah blah blah , how true can it be???

To be for wati had go through was quite true...

Another reason for nt leaving him was that I am worried for him..
Worried about his studies and everything...
Imgaine there is no one to listen or helping him when he is in trouble either work or other stuff..

Everyone had a responsible to follow?? This is also my responsible?
So wat is his?

Feel so stupid that i actually saying all this here..
But well, wat else can i say?

Everything need 2 hand to clap, wat is the point when i already make a move and the other still remain statue quo. I gave in already and he still like that.. there is realli nth else i could say anymore....