I am so lost know.. REGINE REGINE TOLERATE TOLERATE!!!!

I am calming myslef down now!!! I feel like saying the word to him..... I CANNOT TOLERATE ANYMORE!!! THIS IS HELL TO ME!!!

y i had this kind of guy???
y is he so stuck-up???
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y
y
y
his bloddy attidute!!!
His "beng" and "ugly" attidute!!!

How i wish i could leave him straight away!!!
But in inner-heart always stop me from doing that cause it is always full of regret!!
I hate myself!!, I hate myself to be like this...

Y he jus can't to be more considerate???
YYYYYYYYYYYYY
arghhghgh!!!!

Bursting out soon!!!!

i dun think i can live with him.. this is all a lie.. i am lying to myself and am i to him..
I always say things that could be forever but in my heart i know it is a lie...

I SIMPLY HATE HIS HACK CARE ATTIDUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANA LEAVE HIM RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHGHGGHG!@@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!#$%^&u*i(o)p