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Tuesday, March 24, 2009.
12:15 AM
Hais.. Today is the first day of me being alone..
DAY 1
When i woke up, I realli cannot believe that I am single..
I cannot believe that he had said that to me..
But well this is the fact...
.
He didn't even look for me..
Then I know this time is serious...
.
What kind of life should i go?
I dunno..
.
Today driving, I nearly bang onto someone..
Well is not my fault, the malay boy jus dash into the road with his bicycle slowly..
And yup, here comes my part..
I didn't brake...
And in my mind, I didn't thought of braking too.
I am dreaming...
Thinking of him during driving which causes these..
.
How long does this going to continue?
Is this realli the final call?
Am I supposed to tell me parent or continue to lie...
.
Sat wat should I do?
If my parent ask y i didn't go out wat should I do?
Hais..
Should I fake and go somewhere?
.
What about going to pula ubin alone?
Is this ok?
DAY 1
When i woke up, I realli cannot believe that I am single..
I cannot believe that he had said that to me..
But well this is the fact...
.
He didn't even look for me..
Then I know this time is serious...
.
What kind of life should i go?
I dunno..
.
Today driving, I nearly bang onto someone..
Well is not my fault, the malay boy jus dash into the road with his bicycle slowly..
And yup, here comes my part..
I didn't brake...
And in my mind, I didn't thought of braking too.
I am dreaming...
Thinking of him during driving which causes these..
.
How long does this going to continue?
Is this realli the final call?
Am I supposed to tell me parent or continue to lie...
.
Sat wat should I do?
If my parent ask y i didn't go out wat should I do?
Hais..
Should I fake and go somewhere?
.
What about going to pula ubin alone?
Is this ok?
.I just can't forget you
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Sunday, March 22, 2009.
11:37 PM
It had been a few days struggling non-stop...
A sudden change in character?
A disappointment...
and now finally he gave up...
And i lost everything..
EVERYTHING!
cause to me, he is everything..
and now gone..
.
He finally cannot take it....
well.. Is this final?
Is this going to end here?
.
No point crying over a spill milk..
.
My mess starting to mess up again...
This is me..
My life
and my fate
A sudden change in character?
A disappointment...
and now finally he gave up...
And i lost everything..
EVERYTHING!
cause to me, he is everything..
and now gone..
.
He finally cannot take it....
well.. Is this final?
Is this going to end here?
.
No point crying over a spill milk..
.
My mess starting to mess up again...
This is me..
My life
and my fate
.I just can't forget you
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009.
11:01 PM
Hais.. Baby had called me that he had quarrel with his dad..
As usual over the years, this is not the first time I heard it liao...
Both father and son are bad tempered..
Both will not give in to one another..
Well, but to be fair..
I know my baby too well liao..
If no one provoke him, nth will happen...
Hais...
.
Hope that this will end ba..
If nt baby go out to slp I also worry for him...
.I just can't forget you
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009.
1:04 AM
Fuck.. These few days my distance with baby is getting from bad to worst...
We hardly talk to each other.. And always quarrel for small matter...
I HATE IT!!!
.
He dun even treat me nicely...
Talking is always so harsh!!!
.
I cannot stand it anymore!!!
cannot anymore!!
CANNOT ANYMORE!!!
CANNOT ANYMORE!!!
.
HE IS JUS FOCING ME DAY BY DAY...
I GOING BE MAD SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I WAN TO...................................................................
.I just can't forget you
