Hais.. Today is the first day of me being alone..
DAY 1

When i woke up, I realli cannot believe that I am single..
I cannot believe that he had said that to me..
But well this is the fact...
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He didn't even look for me..
Then I know this time is serious...
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What kind of life should i go?
I dunno..
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Today driving, I nearly bang onto someone..
Well is not my fault, the malay boy jus dash into the road with his bicycle slowly..
And yup, here comes my part..
I didn't brake...
And in my mind, I didn't thought of braking too.
I am dreaming...
Thinking of him during driving which causes these..
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How long does this going to continue?
Is this realli the final call?
Am I supposed to tell me parent or continue to lie...
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Sat wat should I do?
If my parent ask y i didn't go out wat should I do?
Hais..
Should I fake and go somewhere?
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What about going to pula ubin alone?
Is this ok?