Well, I am back here again.. Guess I could onli find a place to pour my miserable out here.. Everytime when i come here is always not a good sign.. And well, I see myself here again.........

It had been so long, so long having u by my side make it feel like a routine.. Use to hear your voice, ask about yr work, telling you wat's happening on my side, my life..... Everythings will have a fullstop in the end.. Well, my fullstop come so early..

Ytd it was the first time he said "Lets give each other some time".. I told myself not to cry badly, it will hurt my eyes.. But well.. I still can't control myself.. I burst out immediately... Well, kind of expect when he told me that he find it very hard to manage this relationship.. Maybe I am in the wrong... Maybe I expect too much..

What is the point of crying over a split milk... Seriously till now, sometimes i really dunno what he is thinking.. Sometime i wonder myself, how can he dun contact me for the whole day.. Don't he feel like hearing my voices? Don't he feel something is missing with when we didn't contact??

Maybe this onli happen to me and not him.. To me, I will call him, sms him... I need to contact him.. But well, everyone have different thinking..

He had hurt me badly times and times.. But I still love him afterall... It had been a part of my life.. I live with it.. Maybe its time to wake up from this beautiful dream..

Look through facebook, and realise he had been back to CDSS.. Was taken back.. I actually don't know abt it.. He didn't told me at all.. Where is my posistion in his heart???? Thinking back of wat happening these fews day, realise I am just nth to him..

Claim that I keep crying because he cannot talk to me.. NO! WRONG! Not because of this.. But because of the tone u talk to me.. I am like a stranger to you.. The way u talk to me is like talking to someone which you don even know.. I am your gf!! Y are u treating my like that...

U just leave a deep scar on me... A real deep one............................................................